Ok, if I'm being honest, I've gained back just about all the weight I lost. By July, I had lost nearly 30 pounds and I won't lie, I loved how I looked.
I made it to my sister's wedding and I looked good in my dress. I looked great in every new dress I bought for the handful of weddings in my family and all the parties leading up to my sister's wedding.
But then I lost my motivation and I quit trying and I gained it back. And I'm not happy with myself. But it is what it is.
Losing weight is hard. Keeping it off is really, really hard. I haven't mastered that yet. So, here I am, bigger, unhappy with myself for giving up and really wishing I could lose it all again and then some.
But let's be honest...it's not that easy! I'm willing to give it another shot. So we will see what happens.
